today's been a rather unsettled, kind of agitated day. not agitated as angry, but just charged with some sort of potential energy that wanted to become kinetic. corners tight, momentum changing, at the point of cusp. it's fourth of march, filled with blue skies, low clouds passing by, little cases of floods all over the random points of ground, wind that is cold one second then enticingly warm the next second. and i am seeing many things from renewed perspective. and yes, there has been some real changes, the kind where you could associate objective numeric values. people leaving, people coming, turning another page on calendar etc. there are some shocking observations made today earlier, which came to be quite accurate as the day progressed, though i do not think it would be appropriate to discuss other people's situations in my blog. let's say today was the first day that i noticed that this particular person, always jovial, happy, seemed... well, i guess search...