(a found note from the hallway)
hullo(mellowed out) mmm. opiate. tasty. joking! really?? *seriously it is just painkillers for popped shoulder. monkey took a spec-ta-cu-lar flip on ground on air and took a shoulder out. am good. (wag index finger) may be.. too good!! anyhows. sorry, monkey's being nutters. ahahaha. am rolling into bed, tail curled and tucked underneath the shirt which is a little wet from ice pack but am happy *monkey cant really raise right arm enough to take a shirt off so. that meant going to bed with the same shirt on. hmm. oh well. knowing that you are there, well. here. breathing. living. loving. busy being _____. am sorry ive been a lousy-ish company, and i do really appreciate the fact that i can just be myself, even when it's less than spectacular times, that i am loved. because i happened to be me. and that you just need me. not a version or me, or just part of me, but me. thank you ______. i love you and now monkey to basket. and. boy. when i think of you, it flutters. butterflies....