temporary ugliness
on fourth day of this absolute insanity-inducing urticaria situation, i think the angry blistery uprising has gone down a bit (or im just used to seeing my face bubbly at this point) though both my eyelids are puffy and heavy with unwanted fluids. what is my skin actually trying to fight against? i have no clue nor am a smidgen bit amused anymore. beside constantly sitting on my hands (to prevent from scratching), only other solution seems to be stay 'cold.' ho more luxurious hot showers for this monkey. until the urticaria has gone off. it's a bizarre phenomenon for me. unlike all other allergic reactions i had in the past (the worst one being the one i had when i was 15 years old, probably ate something silly, which lead to poisoning; i took the subway to downtown to see the family doctor, in high collared shirts and hat, because my body was literally full of angry red welts. this resulted to gracious slap on the ass with a steroid shot, which sent everything away i...