________


i am there
where you are

wherever you are
whenever you are
if you let me and i know you will
there i will be
enclosed in your space
belonging to no one
but to you
i, with the space and its own progression
will melt into the fall foilage deep red of
vivid red tea
of a grey blue winter afternoon

i will be there
when you take the very next breath
as a faint scent of woody richness

somehow
more real
than the present
since you know
that i am there
always
everytime

perhaps
peeking into my cup
simultaneously

woody riches

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