Posts

Showing posts from May, 2013

mothers day

mothers' day is a different one this year it will never be the same a comfort of ritual, of small gathering now broken ripped away furious violation of the young with the old a mother with one less child a mother with a child who have lost a child it is a day that i cannot say happy mother's day happy for what, i may ask- why is it always about happiness the world that is full of possibilities as much as of misfortune suffering grievance of irreplaceable loss of the days of unspeakable feelings for twenty-eight years she have spent in nurturing bickering convincing and convinced for the days- for how long, we do not know she now can only remember reminisce the allure of graspable existence of a lost child deep in her heart each beating moment the mother consoling a child who has lost one of her own two different mothers confined in the same invisible grid of bereavement leans to one another in front of a cemetery plot still fresh without

yes, he was great, mr. gatsby

Image
as the semester is quickly rolling off its insanity, now i finally have time to go and do things other than chasing schedules and notes. i learned that one of my fav band, depeche mode, have released a brand new album in march. so i caught up with that. delta machine is breaking my heart. depeche mode always been on top quality for writing, but their lyrics in this little journey of falling in love to manifestation of love, to its inevitable end, is really doing my head in. http://youtu.be/BdEZq6F7SEM ... i couldnt save your soul, i couldnt even take you home i couldnt fill that hole alone... there's a thin grey line between the black and white it's evidently hard to find at night... the idea of being alone after tasting what it is like to be with someone, intertwined and mangled together, that upon separation, the two individuals who has been one, is no longer a whole, but a maimed mess of flesh and blood- and to make matters even more complicated, one of my