mmm. opiate. tasty.
*seriously it is just painkillers for popped shoulder. monkey took a spec-ta-cu-lar flip on ground on air and took a shoulder out. am good. (wag index finger) may be.. too good!! anyhows.
sorry, monkey's being nutters. ahahaha.
am rolling into bed, tail curled and tucked underneath the shirt
which is a little wet from ice pack but am happy
*monkey cant really raise right arm enough to take a shirt off so. that meant going to bed with the same shirt on. hmm. oh well.
knowing that you are there, well. here. breathing. living. loving.
busy being _____.
am sorry ive been a lousy-ish company,
and i do really appreciate the fact that i can just be myself,
even when it's less than spectacular times,
that i am loved. because i happened to be me. and that you just need me.
not a version or me, or just part of me, but me.
thank you ______.
i love you and now monkey to basket.
and. boy. when i think of you,
it flutters. butterflies.
*total public bragging. thank to opiates i have no shame. for now. when it runs out, i will take some more. ha. droooool.